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lyrics
I've been thinking and I can't explain it
Everything I touch just turns to shit
I get frustrated and I fucking quit
Jobs... bands... relationships...
I think there's something fucking wrong with me
My mood swings like a pendulum.
One little thing and I come undone.
Making it impossible for me to hide
the masked anger that lies dormant inside
I know there's something fucking wrong with me
I'm tired of doing things for everyone else
I need to do something for myself
I need to do this for myself
I need to do this for my mental health
JOSH MALMSTROM
I see the despair inside myself
It's time I put it back on the shelf
No one knows me better than me
So I must believe that I'm the key
to unlocking a better reality
Manifesting a brighter destiny
dissolving all my self doubts
Negativity won't hold me down
credits
released April 25, 2022
Music by Josh Henderson
Lyrics by Josh Henderson & Josh Malmstrom
Drums, guitar, bass, vocals - Josh Henderson
FEATURES
Lead Guitar - Brian Lane
Lead Vocals - Josh Malmstrom
Recorded at Sekret Studios, Kearney NE April 2022
Engineered, Mixed, & Mastered by Morgan Rezac
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